KATE!!! i love you so much!

i tried to ignore my feelings but it made it even worst...

i didn't had the streght to fight the urge to call you today...

and it made me more naguguluhan..

i dont really know what you want...

kate.. im so clueless!

hardly... i cant cry enough...

my eyes are sore!

lalo na when u said u dedicated that song...

what did it mean?

"after all that weve been thru i will make it up to you?"

did it mean un lyrics tlga nun?

or did it gave a meaning as friends?

i dont really know...

im so sad ryt now..

i texted you and bought this new sim pa.. pero it ended up that you didn't reply at any of my txt...

I though i forgot here by loving someone else!!!!

only to find that i'd only get shattered to more pices.

i wanna cry when she broke my heart...

my hands were shakin... maybe coz of anger..

or something else i just know i hate...

LOVING someone for real!

Buti pa ung mga niloloko mo lang naloloko mo..

the 1 u really love is the 1 ul never have...

coz u love her because you don't have her n ul never do...

HEARTbrokenKAba

Things to do after a breakup.. 

• Admit that d relati0nship is over. Say it aloud to urself in the mirr0r,or write about it to a friend who knew u n ur ex as a c0uple, telling s0me1 else is a sign dat u admit dat d breakup is ril.
• Cry,sh0uT,kick d walls, hit a punchng bAG, do watever u nid to do 2 release ol d negative energy smoldering inside u.
• Be h0nest of wat u fil. Dnt b afraid to cry, its ok 2 b a wreck-for a while.
• Asking s0me1 to explain y they w0n't lav u, or y cnt they love u is like asking s0m1 to explain why d wind blows.
• W0rds cAn never explain fully y u love s0m1.
• If u rili must ask 'why' then puT a p0sitive spin to it.
  Rathr dan askn urself y u aren't gud enough, why n0t seek to find out why u r myt b better off alone or wid s0m1 else?
• Watever u do, dn't listen 2 any sad s0ngs or music. It wil only make u fil w0rse.
• Wrte a list of ol d thngs u resent abouT ur x n ur relati0nship. Make sure 2 include evry lie he ever told n evry acti0n he ever did dat caused u pain.
• Accept dat wat hapPnd in d past cn n0 loNger afFCt u unlesS u let it n, if p0ssible, 4gve d pers0n 4 hurtng u.
• Finaly burn d list. Let it symbolize of ur release.
• Find a new passi0n
• being single d0esn't have to b ab0uT being alone.

HEARTbrokenKAba

ryt now..

i just had about my 6th can of san mig. strong ice and 2 cans of san mig lyt...

hell.. if i was drunk i wont be ableee tooo type thiis blogh ryt?

n i am like this bcoz of u know hu....

nah! its not Lord Voldemort!!!

its bcoz of u!!!!!!

damn! i hate bein like this!

alone in the living room..

sweating like hell..

drunk as an old man can be...

i guesse uuu maddee me soo waek..

i cryyyyy... i laugh....

so bitteer... so sad..

n its bcoz of u!

u come n go as u pleasee...

u steal my heart din leaave me alone...

u make me waannnaa crave too look at ur eyes..

when now that ur gone..

oh i forgot u where never hereee...

heeellllllllll!!!

i hate it!

i hate it!

i hate it!

HEARTbrokenKAba

Im just a human! I get tired from giving unrequited love..
I am not God who loves u even if u dnt believe in him!
Im soar from ur silence,
coz it makes me sheD tears.

Y cnt u hear my sobbing?
Y cnt u fil my hurting?
Y cnt u c d tears?
Y cnt u tel me 2 stop!

im fast sinking in a pool of wet cement..
and if i don't move id
b so deep that i can never go unless i leave something behid like my shoes..

i don't wanna blame you..
of what im feeling..

but ur a part of it..
if ud tell me to stop
then i would have stopped..

but u answere my questions in
complete n utter silence..
so what do u want me to do?

cry till my eyes r red and soar?
is it bcoz u know that til the last tear drop falls..

it will always b u?

im not complaining na busted aq..
much aas posible nga bustedin mo na ko..
para magkaroon ako ng reason to forget u n this feeling..

but i don't think i can still move on..

then..
what shall i do?

i never forced u..
i never wanted to beg mercy..

what im trying to say is tell me...

what to do...

coz im so blinded n i cant think clearly when

the choices i have is to

cling on loving u...
or to let go n let someone love you..

HEARTbrokenKAba

its almost 3 i the morning and its august 18...

i heard this song..

and suddenly i felt tears down my cheeks..

never felt this way since me n my 1st serious gf broke up...

n i'm even sadder now than b4..

i dont know y i care for her..

n y i love her so much...

eventhough if i feel she never realize how

much i love her...

n i dont know how long i could hold on..

i ask her if i have a chance..

but she never answeres the question..

i wanna tell her

if ur afraid to hurt me

just tell it straight that u can never love me..

coz im hurtin ryt now..

n i dont have a reason to 4get that i love u!

why can't we be happy!?

i know ive been bad around my past rel.

n i think this is what u col "KARMA"

i hate it!

im sorry for the past mistakes..

but now im truly inlove..

can she see this!?

id do anything..

n ive been waitin for  months..

n as much as possible i never

try to annoy her..

i never made kulit to her about as...

coz i want to her it straight from her..

but now i dont know..

Know I havent slept a week at all
Since you've been gone
And my eyes are kinda tired
From crying all night long
Know i've never been too good at cooking just for one
It's so lonely here without you darling
Come back home

narinig ko ung half crazy ng freestyle sa playlist ng mp3 q...

at naalala ko si ANO!

kilala na niya kung sino xa..

bagay ung laht ng lines sa nararamdaman q sa kanya...

HEARTbrokenKAba

lsat nyt i tot u where online, i asked for your ym i.d...... and i sent a message, to no avail, you didn't reply... i don't know if i misspelled the id or something...

or im just over reacting...